So, I'm already 21 guys.
I actually never write or talk about my own birthday things but... I'll do it right now.
Yes, I'm officially 21 years old :")
I don't know how to react. It's kinda weird. It's sad but happy but also worrisome in the other hand.
This past couple year, my birthday wishes were like "semoga sukses, lancar study nya" or the "semoga panjang umur dan bahagia" one. But... this year, they are suddenly become "semoga cepat dipertemukan jodohnya", "gek ndang entuk imam", even "semoga lancar seserahannya" ._.
Hmm
Actually this jodoh issue isn't something I'm working on yet
For now I just love being on my own
Okay I'm not going to be specious. I, as normal teenager, did adore someone.
But I think it just kind of normal thing happened to normal girl on their development stage because of the hormonal fluctuation.
(I dont have any idea what i'm writing about -_-)
And that thing is far from the word "jodoh". Jodoh must be more serious than high school girl who secretly writes things about guy she adored on her blog or twitter or facebook or tumblr or even plurk (omg) and hopes he will noticed. Okay, that was me. Shame.
Anyway, jodoh is serious. It is big girl thing.
21 is a big number. It's over 20.
I just can't believe I'm already that old. I'm not a kid on the street anymore, I'm an adult. Right?
I think my next level of life will be harder. Ha-ha. So I should be more mature. I should change myself. I should do things and be something. In Javanese, kudu luwih dong, kudu luwih paham. Hope God will helps me through this.
Birthday present? Dont have any but Thanks God for surrounding me with a very good people. Their care and love make me happy so much.
"It's a big girl world now, full of big girl things" - Kendall Payne (Scratch)
And for the last I think I must summon this two gendeng people who make my stomach hurts :)))
sepertinya gambarnya tidak jelas ya sudah lah :)))
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